What a christmas

Me and my boyfriend have had a verry busy christmas, we have been traveling back and forth - from one end of the country to another. the 24 december(the day we celebrate christmas) we had dinner at  my parents house, the 25 we used 4,5 hours to get to my boyfriends mom house, the 26 we had a christmas party there, the 26 we had a christmas party with more of my family and the 29 it was time to visit my boyfriends dad (and grandparents) to have our last christmas party. Today (the 30) we got home and e dont have any plans for new year's eve - now we can finally relax.

For several reasons, I didnt wish for annything this christmas. 
There  is not much I want (or need)  besides dolls, lego belville, a car and a better apartment. I dont feel like I can ask my family to buy me dolls, that they can only buy online or lego they can only get secondhand. And I actually havent shared my newfound love for dolls (and leho) with verry manypeople. My parents and brother know about it, but im not planning to tell the rest of my family right now. I dont expect them to be understanding - they probably wouldent know what to think about it. Im verry sensitive, and im still uncertain if people would mock me for having this hobby. Im opening up about it in my own pace, and luckily I have a boyfriend who is verry supportive and allways remind me that its okay when he can see that im ashamed. 
Another reason is that last year I didnt know what to wish for either, but I was thinking verry hard and actually came up with a wishlist. I didnt get annything I wished for, which was totally okay and I loved what they got me. But I allso felt like it was a wasre of time trying to come up with stuff to wish for when they wouldent buy me things on my wish list. 
I allso really dont feel the need to get gifts, I rather get nothing than something im not gonna use. 
This year I got some towels which I can allways use, but they are in a color I dont really like. I allso got some clothes which is really nice, but a pretty red dress I got dont fit me verry well so I will have to exchange it.
What I was most happy about getting was money - I knew exatly what to buy for them. After I bought the liv dolls with the money I got from my grandpa, I though that I hoped for more money because I would wanna buy doll clothes. My parents and my boyfriends mom gave me some money. I decided to buy two of the barbie fashion packs, because they are sold in the danish toy stores. I have mixed feelings about those fashion packs, and im generally most happy about the single fashions ken outfit that I own - but I will talk more about that in my next post.  The toy stores closet to were I live uselly dont have the best selection of barbie clothes, so I uselly have to go to toys r us which take twice as long and I cant get there on the weekend with public transport. Today when my boyfriend and I was on our way home, we were going by the toystore and I said I wanted to see if they stocked up on fashion packs. I was verry surprised to see that both of the fashion packs I wanted was in the store, and I walked out of there happy.


Thats all I have to say for now
Have a great new year! (is 2013 already over?)